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recently found this...

...but then i realized i had it all along. this is how urban dictionary defines "happiness"

happiness...is everything. Happiness isnt based on money and sometimes not even on what you're doing. Its about who your with.

its about living with no regrets
And realising that a bad thing will last a few months, so who cares if he doesnt ask you out? who cares what your parents catch doing with the one who does? and who cares what anyone says about you.
Happiness is taking a risk
and it pays off
and even if it doesnt
another oppurtunity presents itself.
happiness is staying up all night with your frends.
happiness is water fights on late summer evenings.
happiness is love....lust only gives moments of happiness to the fact you cant believe you have that person...love leaves you eternally in wonder of how you ended up feeling so right.
happiness is being with your friends and wearing crazy ass hats in public
happiness is seeing a familiar face in nevr ending sea of lies.
happiness is no homework
happiness is having tickle fights with the one you love
happiness is lying in the sun looking at the clouds
happiness is doing wat you want to do
happiness is helping one another
happiness if giving all of you no matter how much you recieve in return
happiness is being able to speak your mind
happiness is knowing you have earnt all the praise you get and being able to say thank you...not going red, studying your shoelaces and bringing yourself down
happiness is confidence
happiness is working hard for something
happiness is being wateva you want and not caring what anyone says...you only get to live once..you will nevr live it down if you're on your deathbed and you realise that you've spent your whole life being what everyone else wanted you to be. living a lie
happiness is finding out who you are
happiness is coming home and your parents ask you how your day was...evn if u jst grunt back
happiness is singing in the shower as loud as you can...i mean showers hav that magical power that means no-one else can hear you...rite?
happiness is not being afraid to say someone is hot...it makes u all giggly...saying someone is good looking doesnt neccessarily mean you want them
happiness is feeling safe
happiness is feeling wanted
happiness is feeling at peace with yourself
happiness is feeling that someone always has your back
happiness is when something isnt funny..but your so happy to see someone that u cant stop smiling
happiness is that one thing you can nevr really express to someone...its like a drug, it makes you do crazy things...its make you feel ontop of the world.
this made me happy knowing that peopl will read this and feel happy
it made me happy because i made a good attempt to describe something that can nevr be completely decribed.

happiness is the one thing that keeps you going when you're like the single flowers whose colours hav turned to shades of grey

i cant explain this happiness

Each and every thug needs one

possibly the greatest Dan Adriano song ever written

Every thug needs a lady

I know it's dark here, you know that I'm scared too For some reason right now, of everything but you Right now you're all that I recognize You know I came here when I needed your soft voice I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer Now I wait here, and sometimes I get one  It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired You are stuck to me everyday Believe in what I am because it's all I have today And tomorrow who knows where we'll be From here I can hardly see a thing  But I will follow anyone who brings me to you For now, forever, for on and on and on  You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old And I will promise you I can make it warmer next year You know I came here when I needed your soft voice I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer Now I stay here, and everyday I get one  It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired You are stuck to me everyday Believe in what I am because it's all I have today And tomorrow who knows where we'll be From here I can hardly see a thing  But I will follow anyone who brings me to you For now, forever, for on and on and on  So go plug in your electric blanket We can stay in 'till our southern summer wedding day Go plug in your electric blanket We can stay here

this is my favorite

musicians

if any body actually reads this, i am really wanting to find a band to play with. i have a grip of songs written with only so much that i can do myself. pretty much all my friends are busy with life, so can't find time to play music with them. but i really wanna make, play, and get paid for music. so if anybody wants to get serious about music. please please please hit me up. that goes for anything i can find guitar, bass, drums, keyboards, tamborine. i don't care i just wanna do what i love with other people. i hope some who reads this feels the same way. i'm out. here's a taste

blogging???

Blogs are always better with month inbetween blogs. I played a show last night at FaithCommunity in Palmdale. It went good. i met a lot of cool kids. ne way right now i'm chilling while Kayj is watching Cars. Good stuff. she is so crazy. she is 2 now and i am thinking about how different things are right now than they were. Life is just everywhere ya know. Super busy with work. living on 3 hours of sleep a day. soon i am going to crash and i am scared of that. but i guess it works right now. it will all be worth it once kristina is done with school. Kayj was the flower girl in my cuz's wedding and this is her afterwards. She was so pretty in her flower girl dress. i loved it. Ne way i'm out...oh wait check my music out

www.myspace.com/lifeoflovemusic

www.youtube.com/user/lifeoflove09

www.facebook.com/thislifeoflove

thoughts

i want to write a story. so i am going to try and write a story. but first i'm gonna write all of it then post a chapter a blog. who knows how long that will take but someday it will happen. so there